I Hate Every Memory



I hate every memory
That consists of him
Forgiveness is impossible
After everything he’s done to me
I don’t see how I can ever forgive him
The way he has treated me with so much disdain
Like I’m the trash he scrapes off the bottom of his shoe
He’s  mistreated his son like he was nothing
Then turned it against me as if I’m the one who screwed him over
I never wish to see him again
And most days I wish he’d fall off the face of the earth
I have so much hate inside me for his treatment of me and his son
I don’t see I can ever get over it
I wish I could forget every memory of you him
No matter how much I try the
Nightmares of the past haunt me
And I lash out at his petty accusations
I wish I could forget……..
Maybe if I write out my frustrations
Maybe one day I can…………………………


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